My dad is getting on my nerves. Okay….I moved back with my mom due to the fact that the landlord at my apartment was raising the rent. No problem with that its just that he doesn’t fix shit. Sooo.. I decided to move back home. Okay. My dad said something to my mom on the phone talking about “I know that’s not my house and I apologize for what I’m about to say but, what man in his right mind would live with his girl and her parents”? So my mom was like point taken this isn’t your house. So the next day I check my Gmail and what do I see? A fucking email from non other than my dad talking the same shit he was talking to my mom. First of all Clark Hunter-DeVilla We are NOT just bf/gf he is my Fiance. Where ever I go he goes and vice versa. So when I get the email I address the issue and then I’m like just leave it alone. So he agrees. Until, like three days later I get another e-mail with the same fucking subject matter. So to make a long story short. I told him if he can’t accept or at least deal with the situation then I have nothing to say to him. It’s not like he was there for me like that. In and out of jail off and on heroin. I don’t got time for that shit. Then this what takes the cake. Okay he tells me that my sister’s are disappointed in me!? WHAT!!! First off I’ve never even met them. So, my question is How the FUCK can you be soooo disappointed in someone you never even FUCKING met?  So, my fiance cursed his ass out. Because he kept making me upset and I was crying. He HATES seeing me cry. Like my dad used to live with me, my mom, and my step-dad. So like wtf? Talking about he is feeding me bullshit and he disrespectful. Like, you never even gave him a chance! He says hi and shit and your like I don’t wanna hear that shit. You never even gave him a chance. OMG!!! I’m actually tearing up from this bullshit I have to go thru. He acts as though we are staying here for good. We are moving in like 3 weeks. Its like EVERYONE else is happy fopr me. Even my step-dad… that dude shows no emotion at all.  Why can’t he just be happy for me? I mean you are my FATHER. I’m the ONLY child of yours that shows you any form of respect. I don’t know. WTF is going on anymore.  It baffles me to a point of no return. I just can’t the way my dad acts. I love him but I can’t.

I just can’t.